I am, the sinking weight of deathly Styx

grabbing & pushing mortals down in

the endless torture of afterlife –

the inflated heroes and the rotting commoners –

stripped and levelled in a single line.

The armoured wasted bodies

fighting for a glorified

section in history.

I am, memory –

possessing the blind bard,

invoking a perpetual ballad

of remembrance – murderer and murdered

piled into a jarring epic. Cities crumpled

and lives blown out.

Sing! Evoke the fatigued muses:

daughter sacrificed,

wife raped, mother sold and father

a living ghost – his eyes lined

with the blood of his sons –

the war replayed in a maddening litany.

 

I am, you – insatiable audience –

Here – you – are, god-like,

condescending puppeteers,

deceitfully observing yet

stringing the plot forward.

you, I

I, you

we take, watch, consume –

hopelessly struggling to gain

control and a grip of fate –

But,

remember you will –

Here lies: waste,

garishly dressed in glory,

reeking of immortality.

This poem is written in dedication to Michael Tippett’s King Priam which, in turn is an operatic rendition of Homer’s Iliad.

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(Michael Tippett’s King Priam, The Royal Opera House, 2014. Adam Tunnicliffe, Clarissa Meek, Andrew Slater, Adrian Dwyer and chorus. © Richard Hubert Smith, www.richardhs.com)

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  1. good job sis. keep it up. when you come back to Dubai explain it all to me fore I don’t get most of it
    xyz (your forever loving sister)

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